My heart breaks into a million pieces for you. You have no idea. You are better than this ... you were meant for something oh so much better than this. God had something more beautiful for you than you could even dream of but you gave it away. You gave in. You gave yourself to sin. And forfeited everything he called you to be. Why? You saw the vision... I saw it too. In fact, every single person around you saw it inside of you... the beautiful blinding glow of God's special light. You could see the beauty he was trying to give you... why, oh why did you trade it in for a waste land? I don't understand.
Please come to your senses. Let Him redeem and fill you once again with that special light that once burned so very bright. I’m hoping & praying for you tonight.